P.S. I developed a new crush today. Unfortunately he is a The Hair. I have a problem with falling in love with cute boys the second they decide to talk to me. Yaaaaay.

Jason's CD is amazing. The Villa Montalvo half sounds sooo good. And it seems like the Schuba's show was just as wonderful (and more intimate -- I'm jealous), so basically it's perfect.

So far, I think my favorite parts are:

- The Schuba's "Did You Get My Message" rehearsal/song
- Snakes in Schuba's! HAHAHAHA.
- "God Rests In Reason"
- "10,000 Motherf*ckers" (this song brought me to tears when I first heard it at the concert)

He is a genius. I love him. I wish I was at a Jason concert RIGHT NOW... Although I sorta feel like I am when I close my eyes. I'm hoping he'll do a UK tour next year. Would that be rad or what? He'd totally go to Glasgow.

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So I had two finals today. First Latin and then Costumes. I was up so late Sunday night finishing my Classics paper, that I got tired really early last night and somehow thought it would be a good idea to go to sleep at 10 with a plan to wake up at 5:00. 5:00??? Why did I do this? I actually did get myself up, but as a result I feel like it's about midnight right now. It's not even 4:30.

I did about as well as I expected on my Costumes project, and I think I did okay on my final... So I'm REALLY hoping for a B. Please please please! And Latin went okay too... I could have done so much better if I'd tried harder. But I certainly didn't fail or anything. I'm just really dissapointed in myself today. Ah well.

My next final isn't until Thursday night (two down, two to go), so I'm giving myself the rest of the day today to slack off. Otherwise I will go crazy. I watched two episodes of LOST with C-Bat and B-Dizzle ("House of the Rising Sun" and "Numbers") and now I feel inspired to go back to my sweat video. I'm gonna see if I can't figure out this Final Cut Express business.

Oh. And I stupidly sent someone a message today because he was on MySpace at the same time as me, which I thought was sort of special 'cause of the 8 hour time difference. He read it but didn't respond, of course. I am so annoying. Why must I annoy people so? :(

Time to experiment with Final Cut now! Byes.

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EDIT: I take back what I just said about MySpace... Hmm.

1. I did something really stupid on MySpace tonight. I hate myself and can clearly see why others feel the same way.

2. Starr is incredible. I loved her play and I loved Brandler (British + Chandler + Brandon = Brandler). Damn, it was good.

3. Matthew Fox's wife (Margherita Ronchi) looks quite like Meredith from The Office in this picture.



And it has been confirmed that she is NOT CUTE after searching for more pictures:



Sad times, Foxy. Sad times.

4. I am a little obsessed with Leah right now. Hooray for friendship.

5. I am stressed about my EAP application. But I need sleep, so I will put the stress on hold until tomorrow. There's not much I can do tonight anyway. Tomorrow I will email two professors who barely know me to see if they will write recommendations. :/ I will also make an appointment with Angelica to fill out my Academic Planning Form. And I will begin the long, long process of filling out the online application + applications for my top two schools (Glasgow and Kent)... And I will begin to write my 2-3 page Statement of Purpose. I'll also hopefully be getting an email from my EAP advisor saying "Oh, don't worry. You have just as good a chance of getting in if you turn in your application in a month! That's what rolling deadlines are for!" I really need to get into this program.

6. Mitzi is NOT single. Mitzi is singlenot? Mitzi is single... ... ... ... ... NAAAAHHHHHHHT! Congrats, Boo.

7. Tomorrow we have to sing Chinese arias in Dongshin's class. It promises to be quite a morning.

Stop staring at me! Aaaahhhhh! You hot creepy weirdo.

(I just realized I forgot to tell everyone this absurd story.)

Today when I was talking to Karen on the phone, I went and sat on a round planter thing near the entrance to the Old Gym, where my next class would be held. Then I sensed someone coming towards me, so I looked up and saw who else but Awkward McStareypants-Hottman from my costumes class (you know -- the one who may or may not like boys). He saw me look at him, so he smiled and sat down next to me. I still have never talked to him. He listened to me talk to Karen for about 15 minutes while "thumbing through the paper." When I said something about having to do a research project tomorrow, he jerked a little bit. He probably knew I was talking about the project for the class we have together, but why would that cause him to jerk? I have no idea. Eventually our conversation got dull and he got up and walked to class. I hung up about 5 minutes later and went and sat in my usual seat behind him. And, as usual, he turned around and stared at me while I sat down and then pretended to look at the back wall twice during the class.

My new theory: He thinks he knows me from a past life and can't figure out how to bring it up.

Dear Attractive Male Who Sits in Front of Me in Drama,

Do you like boys? Because you are in a "History of Costumes" class and you really know how to dress yourself. Your clothes are like works of art. I think you like boys. But if you do like boys, why do you keep turning around and looking at me in the middle of class? Are you stretching your back or something? Because there is nothing behind me -- no people, no clocks, not even any interesting posters. Trust me, I checked. And the teacher is talking... so why aren't you looking at her? Why did you come sit down right where I was talking on the phone before class today? You could have just gone into the classroom. I am confused. Also, what was that awkward moment at the end of class when you walked out before me, but then you paused for a second, and then started walking again right when I was next to you? You seem like you like boys. And you seem like you are way too hot to ever want to associate yourself with the likes of me. But you also seem like you keep trying to catch my eye or something and I am confused.

Whatever the case, thank's for being really pretty because I much prefer staring at the back of your head to listening about Egyptian loin cloths.

Love always,
Laura

I would like to share with you all a fantastic discovery.

I just checked MySpace, which informed me that some of my friends have birthdays coming up.

One of these "friends" is my very first boyfriend from way back when, whose birthday is the day of the Oceanic 815 crash, September 22.

So I decided to go see how he's looking these days...

Ummm... What is going on here?



(Sadly, he was even nastier before.)

(But the so-called moustache is new.)

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

EDIT: LOLZ HICK ALERT!

Oh gawwwddd... Why do I feel so depressed about this??? I am such a sad-o.

Please don't make fun of me... Today I actually cried -- yes, cried -- while listening to "Goodbye My Lover." What has my life become?!?!

I promise there will be a long update soon.

YAY TODAY IS 8/23, WHICH IS A NUMBERY KIND OF DATE.
SIX WEEKS UNTIL THE PREMIERE.
OMGZ SIX WEEKS = 42 DAYS! CREEPY TO THE MAX!
AT 4:15 AND 16 SECONDS I NEED TO MAKE A WISH!

Here are all my countdowns.

It's still sorta Tuesday night, but I'm counting as if it were Wednesday because technically it is.

3 more days of work left.
5 days until I hang out with Catherine.
13 days until I drive to Santa Barbara.
13 days until LOST season 2 comes out on DVD.
42 days until season 3 premieres.

There are other things, but those are the biggies.

Tomorrow I will say goodbye to Stewart. This summer has been sorta sad. :/

K! I must go brush my teeth and then watch an episode of Little Britain. Byes!

Today Brittny and I are driving to Catherine's house in Danville, and then taking BART to San Francisco. There, we will meet up with Stu and have the most glorious day of our lives.

:D